Just got a really nice text from Sam, a friend and collegue.

“Just to let you know, you’re not a dick. You can put yourself down for everything that has gone wrong, but you can’t say you haven’t been a good friend. There are still people that look up to you. Don’t forget that. X”

It was really sweet, it made me feel good, the problem with admitting you have a issue like this is you tend to blurt out a lot of things that people don’t know at once, so it looks like I am on a major downer. I’m not, I actually really happy. But i know I am only ever 2 steps alway from being the opposite so that’s why i am doing this now.

Had a think this morning about what people would be saying about me behind my back regarding this blog, we all know it happens because we all do it, but so far I only came up with one thing, they would mock me or think I’m attention seeking. I’m happy with that… 1) it is funny in a way 2) I make a living from talking and trying to get a reaction, I am a professional attention seeker.

Lake Christmas party is about to begin… See you on the other side.

Al